I NEVER MEANT THE THINGS I SAID, CAN I SAY IM SORRY? ITS HARD TO FORGET, AND YES I REGRET. ALL THESE MISTAKES.
Remember when we scratched our names into the sand. And told me you loved me. But now that I find. That you've changed your mind. I'm lost the words. And everything I feel for youI wrote down on one piece of paper. The one in your hand. You won't understand. How much it hurts to let you go.
YOU MUST HAVE UR REASONS.
BUT ITS GETTING LATE.
>2:02 AM
Monday, June 19, 2006
Im so sorry. I really am. Im sorry for evrything that happened and everything thats gonna happen. I really dont know whats gonna happen to us.
I love you. So much.
I dont wanna. Never. But i gotta. Im so sorry
>7:22 PM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
THE DAY YOU SLIPPED AWAY, WAS THE DAY I FOUND IT WONT BE THE SAME. :((( IM SO SORRY.
>10:46 PM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Tell that someone that you love, just what you're thinking of. If tomorrow never comes. From now onwards, everyday i shall thank god for bringing someone in my life. A person a day.
Dearest lord, thank you so so so so so much for giving me a friend like Rachel Leong Wen Ge. From the time we had first known each other at 5 years old, till now. She's been an amazing amazing friend. :D Best friend in Primary school!
Rachel Leong Wen Ge Secondary 2/3 25th june 1992 ZARA lover She loves polka dots and stripes And wishes for accessories for her birthday present. <3
I remember when you used to come to my house to have chinese tuition together. Then we would have lunch. And your mum would pick us up and send us to school. We never ended up learning anything during tuition huh?
And everyweek we'd go to each other's houses. Play with the barbie, bratz, myscene dolls. And that weirdo clown. The hoola hoops. Playgrounds. And your doggie. :D
Remember when we had to leave school early to go for the ballet performance thingy? We were running everywhere around Victoria concert hall la! And remember when we were left with all the makeup in the dressing room? WOAH. Ballet partner! " Im all aloneeeeee. There's no one here besideeee meeeeeeee." Remember?? :D I miss everything! All the makeovers. And the pretend paegeants. HAHAHAHA.
Your father used to bring us out for lunch after school. Remember the one time we went to sloane court? We took the milk and totally destroyed it by adding salt, paper, pepper, meat all. HAHAHAHA. Super hilarious can.
Ehmagod! Remember all the tennis competitions. Ah yo! The ACS boys. HAHAHA. Remember that day in lido? Ya. That day. Jonathan! HAHAHA. And burgerking burgerking burgerking! XDDDD Hahaha i love you. You never made funn of the whole "Mrs Poynter" thing. Which i still am not over btw. HAHA. Remember all the letters? I still have them. Most of them. XP! AGENTEENZ! C.A.R.V FORTUNE TELLING AGENCY! Woah... Its pure love :] And you were the one that got me to start buying from ZARA. I swear this girl seriously loves ZARA and has almost everything.
Then. Primary 6 ended. And in Secondary one. You went to 1/3 and i went to 1/1. I was super super sad la. :[ We dont get to sit together during class anymore. We dont get to talk and laugh and gossip like we used to. :[ At least every recess we do:D! We've sorta drifted yes. I miss everything... Maybe next year we'll go to the same class! But no matter what, ILL ALWAYS LOVE U! I swear you know almost everything about me.
Rachel, you'll always always be someone ill always trust. AlWAYS AND FOREVER. You're no ordinary girl. You're the type that immediately draws attention to herself without having to do anything. You are amazing.
Rachel Leong<3 This girl rocks!
>1:54 AM
Ah yo. And yet another quiz thingy to do. Hahahaha.
What's your name spelt backwards?: assiralC What did you do last night?: Sleep. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: Er. some song la. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: Hahaha! What? No. Last time you swam in a pool?: Um. Few weeks back. What are you wearing?: Fbt shorts. Tee shirt. How many cars have you owned?: Lol! One. BATMOBILE Type of music you dislike most?: Mandarin music Are you registered to vote?: Must register to vote? Vote for what? Do you have cable?: Yah. What kind of computer do you use?: Huh. Laptop. Ever made a prank phone call?: YAH! You like anyone right now?: Love baby. Love. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: Got difference? Sky diving sounds cooler. Furthest place you ever traveled?: Wo bu zhi dao. What's your favorite comic strip?: Archie. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?: Are u kidding?! Shower, morning or night?: Both. Best movie you've seen in the past month?: Poseidon! Favorite pizza toppings?: Ah ya. Hawaiian Chips or popcorn?: POPCORN. Esp cineleisures's one. What cell phone provider do you have?: Nokia? Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: Hahaha! What? No. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: Nope. How to qualify. Orange Juice or apple?: Mango Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: Alyssa... Favorite chocolate bar?: Too many! Who is your longest friend and how long?: Rachel Leong Wen Ge. Since K1 okay! Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: What? I dont grow tomatos at home. Have you ever won a trophy?: Yupp. Favorite arcade game?: The shooting shooting one. Ever ordered from an infomercial?: Wassat? Sprite or 7-UP?: EEEYER. Water Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: Uh. Everyday. Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: So long ago how to remember. Ever thrown up in public?: Hmmm. I dont know. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: Millionaire! I've alr found truelove:DD Do you believe in love at first sight?: Mmm. Ya la. SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: Donald duck! Did you have long hair as a young kid?: Ya. What message is on your voicemail machine?: *beep* Where would you like to go right now?: Watch just my luck. Whats the name of your pet?: Hahaha. Dont have. What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: Normal back pack? Empty la. What do you think about most?: Huh. Him! XD Who do you want to do this quiz?: RACHEL WONG!, Jeremy (haahahahaha!), Alesia Gian, Gerbil jervis!
See jervis im so nice! Make u do another one. HAHAHA. HAHHAHA. :DDD
Vanessa made a skin! And she says its inspired by me. woah. so honoured humpy! READ THE DESCRIBTION :D
>3:41 AM
Today i talked to a pig. Who cant even navigate around my blog. what a stupid pig. HAHAHA. But thats my darling. She's super dee duper weird la! And she called me while she was on holiday. So it was a long distance call. :D I love my darling! She spent so much money calling me. For how long? HAHAHAHA. Crazy pig that agrees ernie is cuter than elmo. Heard that jeremy? HAHAHA! I AM STREET SMART OKAY! How was i supposed to know where hougang is. And what colour line it is. Silly rachel wong. Who wouldnt go online for meeee! HAHAHA.
So for darling's sake, Ill do some nonsense test:]
Three names you go by: Clarissa, Clare, Clarissa Denise Chan Li Ying.
Three parts of your heritage: Huh. Huh. Huh.
Three things that scare you: Birds. Scary people. Scary movies.
Three things you're wearing now: Boxers. Tee shirt. Contact lenses?
Three of your favourite bands or musical artistes at the moment: McFLY! Son of dork. The moffatts.
Three of your favourite songs at the moment: Always on your side One Misery
You want in a relationship (other than love): Honesty Fun Mutual respect. (cheem eh? haha!)
Two truths and a lie: Rachel wong is darling-ly dumb. Ernie is cuter than elmo. Donald duck sucks. THIS IS THE LIE.
Three physical things of the opposite sex that appeal to you: Eyes. Arms. Upper bod.
Three of your favourite hobbies: Shopping. Watching television. Tennis?
Three things you want really badly now: Him. More boxers. To lose weight.
Three places you wanna go on vacation: London. New york. Switzerland.
Three things you wanna do before you die: Wear a wedding dress. Go to hollywood. Meet McFLY:D.
Three people i would like to see take this quiz: JervisXD! Jeremy. Alyssa Lim
I am bored at home. And my darling's probably sleeping now right? U better reply ms wong. My testimonials!
>2:31 AM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
U dont know me, i dont know u. So why does it even concern u?? Who the hell do you think you are. telling me what i should or shouldnt do. it really pisses me off. Especially the fact that u dont know me. Argh. well. silence is one too.
